Love love

Maybe someday if you don’t feel my love, I’d say, take a blank paper. Write your name on it. That’ll be me. The plain sheet of paper with just your name is my love I am not able to let you know. When things get blurry, and we lose our rationales, it’s hard to figure out why we ended where we are. People, men and women are chasing happiness and some million dreams. I don’t want to make it complicated with other stuff cause I have not wanted too many things.
On that paper, you can write any reason, I will understand.
On that paper, you can ask any why, I will answer. There is nothing I fear cause I love you the most. This is my truth. The truth of my life. And if still our love fails, maybe I will give up on love, as I have seen myself getting fooled.
Maybe I will accept it’s all an illusion.

Run away 

Why 

Why do we wanna run away

Was it ever this way 

When we were kids back then 

Well I d say

We misunderstand 

Everything is just the same

Look around buddy 

It’s just the same

Maybe somewhere inside

We’re a little broken 

But that’s okay 

We figured this right again 

Don’t stop

Don’t stop

Let it go

Let these go

Don’t run

Don’t hide

Breathe

Stand strong

We’ve got it right… 
Don’t you feel the same? 

Don’t you feel the same? 
Like when we were kids then? 

Drenched in his rain. .

Crystal clear,
shapes and forms
Us together
my eyes behold
every colour, the shades
so bold,
an aura-
sparkles like gold;

Sixteen years old,
when we don’t know
What’s going on
just know to flow,
flow,flow,flow
until you stop
and sink really low
but then,
we still learn to float;

Dark evening, nights
you by my side
our breaths mix,
in quiet atmosphere,
surrounding us a
thousand fireflies

You smile at my tone
the voice, I hate the most
Oh baby, please don’t go
I was insecure
Now you’ve build me so strong,
let us pay what it is worth for!

I remember how it felt,
like a child even when its was cold
Snug, the tape I’d play
on and on. .
Don’t you wish to be back there anymore?

Morning time,
fresh air ,blossoms, aroma, too nice
You were there for me
Have nothing left, good is gone

A perfect love story
don’t end this way baby,
our lives-
clean, not a dark spot
take my hand and dance,
forever and more!

Sixteen years old,
not too intelligent though,
have whole our lives to be stepped on,
Don’t you want that feeling back?
Two years old,
charismatic air?
A perfect love story, don’t
end it this way;

It’s in our hands
to erase ,what stains
the goodbyes, ignorance
we can fix it up again,
no tough word ever spoken
easier than many of them ,there
bare it all for once,
I’d do the same
text you late night
steal food from your plate,
hold your yellow towel
all so perfect,
just this time,

with words
I’d really wanna say!

Finding yourself. .

It’s like
running through dark forests,
pricked by thorny bushes
feet bleeding, strike sharp edges
You still aren’t afraid of the ghosts;

It’s like,
a velvet cover on a king sized bed
no sleep to be found yet
gulping custard with golden spoon
that won’t fill your hunger anymore

No need of clothes,ya-
cover you up
No handsome smile
to light up your sky
For what’s choking
to be vomited out;

That little guts is in you,
will be pleased
once if you show it off!

‘I feel safer now
capable of suffering all the pain
got me what I want, what I think,
what I love the most’

‘Let life move on,
I’m someone who’d move too,
complete for me,
no regrets,
I’ve got what I love the most!’

Things must go wrong

NO, I’m not tired or giving up… I don’t know even know what to write or why I’m writing.. but this whole consciousness that’s enabling me to put out certain words in an order that makes sense somehow is making me feel far better and alive.. ya , man, life takes a turn and go according to some plan, some plan.. that I dont know about you, but atleast I don’t know.. n this suspense, which should thrill me, makes me freak out.. freak out at every thing that happens.. that doesn’t happen..Am I just kind of a little ambitionless? I love singing, and listenening to music. . and that makes me happy, but but, there are so many things going around, politics, sports, bla bla bla…. ya, what’s the whole point of writing this? Don;t ask me, I don’t know, sorting of maybe venting out, or trying to convince myself that writing something, or anything can bring up your spirit…or whatever, thats just me.. I really can’t pretend and be faking around people , doing things I don’t appreciate, but who cares? If you just say, “aww it’s lovely, I like it.. you’ll be loved by everyone..if love is taken not that seriously,”..
Well I’m end it, things have gone wrong, wrong can be different according to perception, so I felt things went wrong, for some of you , it might not, cause ya.. there hasn’t been anything as specific, just I felt that way, however whatever so happened brought me back to who I really am, and was, and this fact makes me happy..

Do you guys also take pride in that???

Free

Tried many ways, to understand.. what’s there that makes you think the way you do.. thought about why you loved, thought so much ..that in the end I fell in love. .
fine, you’re just someone, too complicated for naive happy go lucky girl like me, but can’t help it?can we?
Okay, where does the story end?
You chasing me, and giving up,
I chasing you and . . ? and what? should I give up the way you did? or try acting like ya, all is fine, I don’t wanna a guy, I had my first and the last love, that’s it.. god!!! The truth is.. I don’t know.. let’s check the present circumstances?
Why should I start hating you for making me feel so worthless, I really am not up craving for what others are, really , no.. however I guess, one thing is true,, I don’t know if you’re happy, you must be , cause you decided to never talk to me, and decisions are always made by you, according to you, the ones that pacifies you, right?
I deserve to be happy though, and that’s my decision.. so here’s it, I care about you, and would pray for your best, but I’d always pray for myself as well, who never betrayed me, never ever did something that would physically or mentally harm me so I should stay with myself more..and do things that make me happy..
This made me happy, ya, writing it!

so , I guess, you guys too can give up just complicacies… life is as beautiful as this picture i collected from Google Images, 🙂